Letter to a Jehovah Witness

Thank you for the warm welcome. I am not really new to Waldorf. My family has lived in the area for 8 years, but prior to moving to Waldorf, we lived in Bowie. When we first bought our home 8 years ago, I can say that no one has sent us a letter welcoming us to the neighborhood. It was only after we have purchased this home that people have sought to invite. It is good to see other like myself interested in people. However there are reasons why people tend to reach out. My feeling is the sense of lostness and the lack of community. The lostness is great throughout southern MD. Your probably questioning what I mean by lostness? Well the fact of the matter is, all mankind is lost because of sin. We are lost and without hope . Sin has condemned humanity to death. We are all going to die as the scripture says in Hebrews 9:27 that “it is appointed for man to die once, and after that comes judgement” Death was the consequence of sin coming into the world through one man (Romans 5:12), therefore making all men sinful. We know that no one is perfect, but why do we strive to be perfect. When the word of God in Romans says that no one is good no not even one(Romans 3:12). For we all have fallen short of the glory of God (Romans 3:23). The wages of sin is death (Rom 6:23). Not only physical death but also a spiritual death as seen in Rev 20:14. When death and hell will be thrown into the lake of fire. Therefore no can stand before a Holy God. The lostness is not being able to stand before the wrath of God and be judged by the works of our unrighteousness. Yet the good news is that Christ having been offered once to bear the sins of many, wil appear a second time, not to deal with sin but to save those who are eagerly waiting for him (Hebrews 9:28). Jesus being the scapegoat as seen in the Hebrew scriptures in how the atonement for sins were to be cleansed temporarily every year. That is the works but we are free from works and by faith in Christ Jesus. The Bible is clear as to what we need to do to be saved Romans 10:9 says “ If you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. It is so emphatic that it reiterated Romans 10:13 “for everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved.” Why do we call on the Lord because we will die and have to stand before God and give an account of our lives. It isn’t based on a Church but on the finished work of Christ John 19:30 no blood of bulls or goats but the blood of Jesus. By placing faith in Jesus you will be saved as it is written John 3:36 Whoever believes in the Son has eternal life, whoever does no obey the Son shall not see life, but the wrath of God remains on him. The words of Jesus are clear he says as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness so must the Son of Man be lifted up that whoever believes in him may have eternal life (John 3:14-15). Jesus says that he is the bread that comes down John 6:41. He is the good shepherd he lays his life down for his sheep John 10:14. Jesus says that he is the resurrection and the life. “Whoever believe in me though he die, yet shall he live, and everyone who lives and believes in me shall never die” Do you believe this? If you do not believe these things you do not have a promise of eternal life you are without hop and the wrath of God remains on you. It is simple as believing and placing your trust hope and faith in the free gift of God, but it is not of works so that anyone should boast. Ephesians 2:8,9 It is of importance that you well intention letter does not go without mention. However the bible is clear as Matthew 7:21-23 “ Not everyone who says to me ‘Lord, Lord’, will enter the kingdom of heaven, but the one who does the will of my Father who is in heaven.” The works that they have done they think it will get them into his heaven no it is not works or well intention letters of evangelism, but those who believe in the Lord Jesus Christ will be saved. Acts 17:31. That is the will of the Father to believe on the Jesus. Again it is of true importance Titus 3:4-7 “But when the goodness and loving kindness of God our Savior appeared, he saved us, not because of works done by us in righteousness, but according to his own mercy, by the washing of regeneration and renewal of the Holy Spirit, whom he poured out on us richly through Jesus Christ our Savior, so that being justified by his grace we might become heirs according to the hope of eternal life. Do you believe? or are you going to believe what is false? Grace and Peace and hope to speak with you soon. Lamar

Know Before You Go!

Know Before You Go! Before going to do hospital visitation today 6/2 on my drive south on MD210. There are signs that MDOT changes to notify drives of road conditions as well as traffic during rush hour. Since today is a Sunday the message on the digital sign read “Know before You Go dial 511”, I thought about that and chuckled a bit and thought it is wise to know before we go. I always hear people say how hard life is, how depressing it can be if you do life alone. I think about it life does suck but the problem is this; you spend your whole life with the emotive feelings of how bad life is or the next it is great. What we tend to forget is that even though we have ups and downs, we still live our lives as if tomorrow or the next year or for the next minute is guaranteed. Let me get to my point as the sign reads dial 511 to gain information about your travels toward your destination. We all must come to grips that we shall all die one day, and yet after we die as it is written in scripture Hebrew 9:27 we will die and face judgement. Yes judgement in the afterlife and when this world will all be destroyed and renewed more on the renewal part another time. However we can know for sure that we will have everlasting life in this life and yet when we hit our life’s end we shall know that we will live forever. Let me just take sometime to share what the bible says. We are sinners in need of a savior someone who is sinless who can bare the iniquities all of humanity.(Romans 3:12, 3:23) Who by his death can satisfy the wrath of God for the sins of humanity.(Roman 6:23) Who’s blood can cover the sins of all humanity, which by our association to Jesus as brothers and sisters we become co-heirs with him. By faith while we were still sinners Christ died. Jesus death on the cross was done so that we my be healed from all our unrighteousness and that believing in him we my have everlasting life. Through God love for the word he gave us his son so that belief in him we may have everlasting life. (John3:15-15) Jesus being the manifested in the flesh full deity and fully man yet without sin was able to die for the world. This is love that a man lay his life down for his friends, not only for his friends but for his enemies. (John15:13) So we are to believe in Jesus and we will have eternal life. Belief is the same as knowing in the illustration is 2+2=4. That if you have paid your electric bill the lights will come on when you flip the switch. You have faith and hope and hope is not life a subjunctive in that you assume something might happen. No hope is the assurance or the certainty that it will occur, that certainty is life eternal because we believe in Jesus, life death burial and resurrection. Therefore we place our trust in him and not in things of this world. Jesus says in John 11 I am the resurrection and the life the one who believes in me even if he dies will live. Everyone who believe in Me shall never die. Than he asks the question “Do You Believe this?” The title entry is know before you go. That is to know that when you die if you place your faith in Jesus that you will be assured of entrance into heaven based on the work and grace and faith of Christ alone. After reading are going to heaven when you die?

He really pays attention

Well I am in absolute joy tonight. I read a story or I make up a story to my 9 year old son before going to bed because he is typically a hype boy before going to bed like most children his age. So tonight I wanted to be sure of his assurance of salvation. So I asked him to get in the bed an be ready to answer this question as honestly as possible. So I asked him the same question I ask everyone regardless of there mental stability. LOL. Which is "if you were to die tonight and we to stand before God and He were to ask you why should I let you into heaven? What would be your answer. My 9 year old said "He would let me in because I love you and you are my savior and you died for me." I almost shouted, but the joy in my heart to know that my children will be alright in the event that this world seeks their demise to know that no scheme will never take them out the hands of Jesus (john 10) I told him you are right and that Jesus is the reason on the gift of eternal life is yours if you believe with you heart and confess with you mouth that Jesus is Lord(Roman 10:9-13) I so began to tell him about John 3:16 and I read John 11 which is the narrative passage I use, however the crux of the narrative is 11:26 where Jesus says not on the last day but that he is the resurrection and the life he who believes in me will not perish be have everlasting life. Yet again Eph 2:8,9 For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God not as a result of works, so that no one may boast. When I walk him to school and pray with him before he enters school to have a great day and to love all the children in school even the bullies and we gone over the gospel he was paying attention. Now it is time to show him how to share it with his friends as to how they can be assured of salvation for the Glory of God. For by grace alone through faith alone by Christ alone. Thank you Jesus for saving me and saving my family.

If You Were To Die Tonight?

It is not really a question really, but a start the a question. So let me ask it in its entirety; If you were to die tonight and stand before God and God were to ask you why should he let you into heaven? If you answer is you don't know that is a good answer because there is help for you. If you are unsure also there is help for you. The problem is that God will not let you into heaven. Why because we are all sinners and it is written in the bible that for all have sinned and fall short of the Glory of God.(Romans 3:23) It also says that there is no one who does good.(Romans 3:12) The bible says that for the wages of sin is death.(romans 6:23) Yes we will all die that is correct but the bible tells us that when we die we will face the judgement.(Hebrews 9:27) We will face a death physically and spiritually meaning that all who have disobeyed God will be thrown in the lake of fire which is the second death. Because God is holy and is light he cannot stand does not want to be in the presence of unholy people. It is like when the dog poops on the floor after you have trained him to stand at the door to go but instead he just goes right on the floor in front of you as if to say see there take that. That is what our righteousness is before a Holy God. Because he has the right to punish in his righteous judgement he also provides righteous love shown to us also. That is done through his son Jesus, who is God. Because he is the only one to be righteous to take the wrath and bare the sins of all of humanity. In doing so Jesus tasted death for everyone (Hebrews 2:9) His death, burial and his resurrection and by grace through faith God has given us a gift in Christ. (Ephesians 2:8,9) What is this gift it is the gift of eternal life in Christ Jesus. The bible says For God so loved the world that he gave his only son that whosoever shall believe in him shall have everlasting life.(John 3:16) Jesus also says "whoever hears my word and believes him who sent me has eternal life. He does not come into judgement but has passed from death to life.(John 5:24) Listen again to what Jesus says "I say to you whoever believe has eternal life" (John 6:47) Jesus when he performed the miracle of bringing his friend Lazarus back from the death, after being in a tomb for 4 days in burial clothes. Jesus said that I am the resurrection and the life. Whoever believe in me though he die, yet shall he live and everyone who lives and believes in me shall never die. Do you believe this? Only God is able to rise the dead, tell people to believe on him, break no law and die so that he death might be a sufficient sacrifice for the whole world. Do you believe by faith If you confess with your mouth and believe in your heart that Jesus is Lord and believe that in your heart that God raised him from the dead you will be saved. For with the heart one believes and is justified and with the mouth one confesses and is saved. Everyone who believes in him will not be but to shame. For everyone who calls on the name of the Lord shall be saved. (Romans 10:9-13) Listen! If you believe that you are saved and you can say without a shadow of doubt that you are saved and if you are to die tonight, tomorrow, next week or 30 years from now you are saved and God will bring you into heaven because the will of God is to believe in Jesus. Jesus says this in John 10:27,28 "My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me. I give them eternal life and they will never perish, and no one will snatch them out of my hand." There are the promises that are found in scripture that you can read an verify and know that you are saved to the uttermost. Please comment and let me know that you are saved.

What is salvation anyway?

What is salvation? The word salvation means different things for different people depending upon an soteriological viewpoint. Salvation is defined as deliverance or preservation with focus on the physical, however the transcendent aspect of salvation is from the wrath of God. Although in systematic theology there are many aspect however my concern is about the assurance of salvation. A clear understanding of the gospel to the believer is of utmost importance therefore without a clear gospel presentation, what then are you placing your trust in. I will not be presenting the gospel message however leading those who are believers who may not understand that there are promises found in scripture that most certainly ensure salvation assurance to the believer in Christ. The assurance of salvation depends heavily upon the believers understanding of the gospel. If the gospel is misunderstood therefore the salvation of the believer is in question. I came across a blog post which was titled “Salvation is not Conversion” it caught my eye and I had some feelings bubbling up within me. As a little background for the last four weeks I have been working as a volunteer chaplain at United Medical Center (UMC) in Southeast Washington D.C. While participating with the ministry I have come across many people who know Jesus, understand his purpose and that they should place their faith in Christ. Which seems that the gospel was communicated to them however the assurance of salvation was not. A question that is easily answered by those who have heard a clear gospel presentation is that "if you died today/tonight and you were to stand before God and God were to ask you why should he let you into heaven? What would your response be?" Out of the 98% of the respondents there answer is they don't what they would tell him. The bloggers point of view from which the post was written was from a Reformed soteriology, so my beef isn’t with the blog post only with the bloggers soteriological viewpoint for assurance salvation. Understanding of the gospel is crucial as it says in Romans 1:16 The gospel is the power of God unto salvation for everyone who believes. Even my muslim friend understands the brevity of the passage. Reformed Christians understand salvation not so much on scripture but from doctrinal belief found in the Westminster Larger Catechism that a (true) believer is to persevere until the end. According to the Westminster Larger Catechism question 80 and 81 are answered in my summation, that a the true believer in Christ shall persevere unto salvation however assurance of grace and salvation not being of the essence of faith, therefore true believers may wait long before they obtain it. If a believer who holds to the salvation based on the reformed view, as it stands; were to die before having obtained the essence of faith will die essentially condemned. Therefore the Reformed view is meritorious. The promises found in scripture ensure salvation to those who believe, John 3:16, 5:24, 6:37, 8:1-39. These verses found in John does not say that eventually you will be saved if you believe rather we have eternal life if we believe in Jesus. We are being persevered which is the plan of God stated in Roman 5:7-10, while we were past tense sinners Christ died, now here is the good part “we have now been justified by his blood much more shall we be saved by him from the wrath of God.” Paul in Ephesians chapter 1 verses 4 and 5 says he chose us before the foundation of the world that we should be holy and blameless before him, in love he predestined us for adoption as sons through Jesus Christ, according to the purpose of his will. What solidifies our promises and preservation is not something that we can boast about through meritorious works but by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God not as a result of words so that no one may boast. (Eph 2:8,9)

Rejection

Driving home from work and the Spirit hit me with the issue that I am dealing with lately. Rejection.. No one likes rejection so much so they really don’t talk about it. Is it because we are in a bad economy or is it that rejection is a part of life. Sometimes there will be no and other times yes. Yet for me I feel like it is always no or your not good enough. There have been many experiences in my life that I would call failures but to keep me moving forward and cover up the pain, I have been told to say that failures make you stronger. All of this is told in order to really on yourself, look I am not perfect so don’t expect me to be so. The one thing that I do know is what scripture tells me and that is found in Rom 8:1 For there is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus. Rejection is sin telling you that you are condemned, but Jesus has done and has given me the authority to do and be otherwise.

Karma vs Sowing and Reaping

Karma is not as simple as Alica Keys puts it “what goes up must come down” or” what goes around comes around” it is a bit more complex according to Buddhists faith. Karma is foundational doctrine to the belief, meaning that what was done in a past life has dictated the outcome of your current circumstances but your current circumstances my not necessarily dictate your future. What is also believed in conjunction to previous and current life is that outside forces such as nature, pedigree and as well as mentality.

In short Karma is a Buddhist fundamental doctrinal belief in the good and bad that exists in your life, is based on a combination of past, present as well as forces outside of our control which will dictate our future Karma. When it is said that Karma is paying back for a issues that was commented against someone isn’t all necessarily true. Though it is easy in our society to absorb terms, ideas, as well as thought into our vocabulary and even to the way we process our rational understanding and even how we react and believe and worship our God.

Now sowing and reaping is an agrarian term used to illustrate a biblical truth. It is not a biblical doctrine that should, but an illustration used to convey a biblical truth. Basically a seed is planted and reaping would be the result of the growth of that seed. As Jesus used this illustration to describe seed being thrown about by a farmer who threw seed into varying kinds of soil, what was produced in three of the four cases was a poor harvest, but when this seed which represented the word got with the right soil it produced a tremendous stock pile. Many references to sowing and reaping is found in both Testaments of scripture. It doesn’t require much work to find these examples.

Ok, so what is the difference between sowing/reaping and Karma? Sin is the biggest difference. Today sin is not looked upon as a problem for humanity, but a biblical term in a line of other moral human failures. Sin is do against our friends, family member, co-workers and even that person in traffic on the way home, but even more still, sin is the act of disobeying a loving and Holy and sovereign God. The work of Jesus dying the death for the sins of humanity by His love we are able to repent and live and be redeemed for the penalty of all our sins before a Righteous and Holy God

So look, let us not get these things twisted. When we sin, we are going to reap a harvest of wrath against a holy and righteous judge. When we sin we have a righteous judge that is just who can and will cleanse us from all unrighteousness. Jesus is our advocate not just for those who believe but for the whole world with a condition that we believe in his atoning sacrifice of all our sins.

A thought provoking concession

I just had a wonderful conversation about God’s justice with one of my co workers who is a Muslim. His point is that I can not forgive and forget a wrong when in Islam I have the option from God to seek justice on my own. I said since you have the option why not allow God to take on the battle since Justice is always from God he is the only ONE who is Just. The only reason you would rather place justice into your own hands is that you are able. If you were a child or a older man who is incapable to fight you would allow your faith in God fight your battle, he said I never thought of it that way.

Death and Steve Jobs

"No one wants to die, Even people who want to go to heaven don't want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be because death is very likely the single best invention of life. It is life's change agent." Steve Jobs
The quote above is from Steve Jobs the CEO of Apple during a speech at Stanford University in 2005, where Mr. Jobs disclosed his illness and also gave insight into not wanting to die. If you believe that there is only this life and nothing after then you might not want to die or life could be so hard that you might just be ready to die, but I would also ask you to are you ready to die. It isn’t about wanting to die but rather being ready to die. Are you ready to die? are you ready to face every sin that you have committed not to another human being but before a Holy God? How are you looking at death as a destination or a ending of this life into another? Has anyone ever escaped death?
Mr. Jobs understands death as being a destination, but a destination would be an ending to this life and leave all those who have gotten way with it to not see justice. That would be unfair wouldn’t it? That would mean that morality is nothing at all because it doesn’t account for fairness. Death is the inevitable reality which will not just be a destination but a gateway unto eternal life for all, either for eternal paradise or eternal punishment. An ending or a passage from life to eternal life for this is a held belief by many who have a professed faith in a Holy God. A Holy God who requires holy people to enter into his kingdom.
We will never be holy on our own that is why Jesus came down to die and over come death on the cross for the sins of sinful people like myself and Mr. Jobs. That if we believe on Jesus and his work on the cross we will enter eternal life and escape the punishment that we so deserve. God being a gracious and merciful has giving us another option. All we need to do is believe and make a change that we can believe in to the betterment of the lives of ourselves and those we love. Are you ready to die?

Are you ashamed!

I have to ask this question of myself from now on; and that is “Am I ashamed of the Gospel?” A discussion broke out which really has no bases in anything except to cause divisiveness between, which might seem like a bad joke an agnostic, Muslim and myself the Christian. Well the Muslim in the story brought up how Christian outside of America feel that they have a better brand of Christianity. Let me also be clear that I am paraphrasing his comment, but the intent was too invoke anger within me. So I began to explain the different denominations within the totality of Christianity from Roman Catholics to Orthodox and Protestants. Then we began to disagree on the etymology of Bethlehem in Arabic knows it as house of meat and I believed that it is House of God for bread, I say that because cause it is a compound word which get lost in the English translation. I eventually threw my hands up and said “NO MAS!” Some people you can not discuss truth with. So this bring me to my point of no being ashamed of the Gospel even though the Muslim didn’t want to hear or understand and even comprehend the term Bethlehem or the origins of Christianity we must still proclaim the Gospel to the lost and hard headed even when you might need to throw up your hands and so no more to this one because salvation from the gospel is to everyone who believes and sadly to say the wrath of God is on those who might not believe. If you get a chance check out Romans 1:16-20

Peace

NO OUTLET

I am currently living with my pregnant wife and son in my Mother’s basement. We still own a home in Waldorf, which is approximately 17 miles from where we are now. We moved in because we had to pay off some bills, which was causing us to sink deeper in debt. Our home is Waldorf is being rented for two years by a couple and their 2 kids. We really didn’t want to move down to Waldorf at the time, but in 2005 homes in our old neighborhood were just too expensive. We also felt disconnected from our friends and family and we didn’t build new roots in Waldorf. We attended a Church in Waldorf called Crosspoint which was a church plant that eventually closed just as we started to build friendships. It wasn’t the same. Our old church we lead the Singles Ministry, which was a blessing and I loved it, but we moved further away from the church. These are just some of the regrets I am feeling and just how I feel left out. It doesn’t mean that I am depressed or that I am losing faith. Have you ever wondered down a street and didn’t pay any attention to the yellow sign that says “NO OUTLET” and you have to turn around to get back on the road that leads to new destinations new scenery and the right course of action. That is were I am at this moment. How you ever felt like that?

Where is my mind these days?

Well now that I am back to class my head is spinning, trying to juggle family,work and seminary life. You know sometime I fail big time at the work stuff mostly because I am stuck doing the same old thing. It is only to my own detriment since I decided to come back to work here, all things work for there good. So I am not going to complain. Even if I do I am not condemned because of the work of Christ and what God has done by making him a sin offering for my deficiencies and those I have many of. So we have been set free from death to life in Christ. So I will put my priorities in place in and continue to hedge forward to the goal that is in the Gospel of God.

So when we fail at relating or not showing the love to those who may not be in Christ, know that we are not condemned.

Back to Seminary

Reid went back to school on Monday now it is Dads turn to return to school. Today is my first day back after a four year hiatus. I am only taking one class since I still need to provide for my family, I would love to be able to attend full time and provide for my family. That was the reasoning for me to start my dry cleaning business that failed. So living in my Mothers basement is only a temporary situation until we can sell our home to the family that is renting or save up the down payment for a new home.

Three years of struggles in Waldorf with the losing of our business, I changed jobs to only return back to the job I left last September. Proverbs says that we plan in our minds our ways steps but the Lord directs his steps.

I planned on starting a business in order to be in Seminary full time, but to only work in tech and run a business, that God has lead me to learn how to work to support my family and have the perseverance in a ministry church plant. Thank you Lord for insight.

Our prayer for a new type of Bible Study downtown

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DC IMPROV — Comedy Lounge via kwout

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We are praying that God will provide the funds for us to lead a bible study downtown at the Improv DC during lunch hour or even after work for some professionals who are seeking God, but are uncomfortable entering a church. We are going to be intentional with our approach in this. So if you will pray with us as we endeavor this for Landing Point and comment if you don't mind about it as well. If this is a good idea or a bad one.

The First of many first days of school

Man time does fly. 4 1/2 years ago I held Landon in my arms for the first time weighing a whopping 10 lbs 10 oz. Now my little slilly little boy is off to kindergarten. Now go learn so me and your mother can live off and jump up and down on you furniture.

Baggage from my old business

Ok, I was comming home down Indian highway a few days ago and saw a bag from my old dry cleaning pick up delivery business. You have to understand that this business was run about 28 miles from where I saw this bag at a bus stop in Eastover in Washington DC. I pray and hope that our ministry will float around the city just like my bags.

He loves kites

My little on has found new joy and that is flying kites. This was one
of the most peaceful things I did as a child. When the fall gets here
with the wind really blowing he will really have me out there.

Some Food and Directions

Starbucks was giving away $2 for Grande cold drinks after 2pm if you return you’re your recipe. Just as I was going to take advantage of my cold drink special, I was approached by a homeless schizophrenic man who wanted to eat before entering the Franklin School Shelter on 12 street downtown DC by 5pm. Normally when the homeless ask for food instead of money I know that the need is greater and that I can chat with them while eating or ordering food. So I asked him what he wanted he said MacDonald’s, but the problem was that it was 4:30 and food is not allowed in the shelter from what he was telling me. After talking with him I gave him some money from a 20 I had to break at Cosi, he could have eaten at Cosi but instead wanted the money. So I told him that he didn’t need to swear to God that he was going to get something to eat for me. It would be easier to lie to anyone giving you money when you don’t have any family, friends in this country that you came to 20 year ago to only be living on the street. So I told him make sure you buy food with that money, but that decision is up to him and is out of my control. I probably want see him even though my office is directly across from the shelter since they will be closing it in October. What will happen to him and the other 259 other men when the mayor shut it down to create a luxury hotel for those who will be willing to pay 250 or more a night.

After I gave up the money and crossing a stop light, I ran into two single mothers trying to find direction to New York Ave, after thinking about it I gave them the wrong direction. I wanted to send them on the roundabout way to get to New York Ave but I thought they would have gotten lost and turned around, since they were already lost. If I went with the Spirit in that situation they would have been fine. Sometimes when we think we know the right way we must first take the time to verify that and line it with scripture to ensure that those directions or instruction is from God and not from my own heart, which in many ways leads people wrong.

Are you willing to get clowned for the Change

Are you willing to get clowned for change? Maybe you haven't told anyone that you have been changed. Are you even willing to confess or is it something you think should be kept to yourself. Are you afraid of the ridicule.

So, for the past 7 months now I call myself a vegetarian. I slip up now and again, at a cookout. 95% of the time I am the vegetarian type who does not eat any meat produces like beef, pork, chicken, turkey and seafood. I still eat eggs though; yes I am eating pre-animal life.

What bothers me is when people look at me and say “you’re a vegetarian” or “other will say I commend you” mostly it is the prior that I hear. It isn’t just what they say but also how they say it and how they look when it is said.

I become angry and feel their judgment on me, as if they are saying to me “you will be back to our side soon enough”. I start to question, why, am I a vegetarian. Comments land my own questioning is similar to when I became saved and gave up alcohol. People would ask me why don’t you drink I would say that I am a Christian and I need to abstain from drinking alcohol so that God deals will my deal with my issues.

Jesus said in Luke 12:8 that “everyone who confesses Me before men, the Son of Man will confess him also before the angles of God” So you are not confessing before men for a popularity contest to see how you will far up before people. So that you my be blessed before the angels of God. So do not afraid to tell your family, friends and even those crazy co-workers who you are and who it is that you belong, this confession just might be an example of what people need to see the Glory of God that lives within you.

Not willing to confess Christ is like turning your back on him and he will according to verse nine will not confess you before angels of God. So lets confess and bring disciples to Christ and enjoy our reward in heaven.

Peace

Wearing black does not make you look smaller

I have dealt with my weight for the last 8 years, but of the last four years I have lost approximately 55 pounds. Prior to losing the weight I was self conscious of my weight thinking that black would somehow make me look smaller and more approachable, confident, intelligent, not lazy, and all of the other thing you might be thinking of yourself about your weight. When the real issue was that I needed to let go of finding comfort in foods, letting go of the hurt, yearning to be a part of the crowd.

What I realized was the stains of sin I was wearing around my heart . So many people wear black thinking that it makes them look smaller, when in actually you look big in Gods eyes. Darkness is one thing that exposes our deeds for what they are. Let us put off and come to the one who allows living water to flow and requires that we believe and we will not die, but that we have been forgiven with our weight, and thoughts our mouths and our minds. It took 3 nails and a tree and a savior and we are free. Freedom is here if you except it.. Do you, then comment or are you willing to wear the black for eternity. It my make you look less noticeable down here, but big in Gods eyes whatever shade of black you are wearing.